Cold hearted, my head harder than most like froze water,
seen a man turn to ghost, just mo trauma,
that was 7 yrs old, ain't no problem, doors closed on those coffins suppose I'll grow awkward,
but I didn't, mind playing tricks Houdini is in position, my mental disposition is distorted da block was going Apeshit to word to Bobby Porter
and I wonder

How it's affecting me now, no emotions allowed, not a tear or a frown, now kindly smile for a clown, same time we had got kicked out da house, daddy stole da rent money bankhead bounced on an ounce, while my momma cut da rug and swag surfed on da couch

this was introduction to da suction of seduction and indulgence in its functions why I'm fucked up right now,


My life my life my life my life
Looking fucked right now fuck is up right now
DJ this my song up right now whoa
My life my life my life my life
Grab a cup right now full it up right now
Red solo turn it upside down whoa


Drug dealers and chop shops,
in bright colored houses, that's how you knew that the Haitians had copped,
next door neighbor had first influenced my thoughts, a couple folded dollars he'd give you access to daughters,

his oldest look like model heard suck you like baby bottle, seen it all my life so that purchase is not a problem, I even started pimpin on the avenue, night walkers on da low track, I had a few, no backhands just deductions if a hoe hop wit an attitude,

13 first jumped between, a pair legs like they were a fighting on Jerry Spring,
and I been fighting it ever since, the urge to seek new waters to comfort my sunken ship

My life my life my life my life
Looking fucked right now fuck is up right now
DJ this my song up right now whoa
My life my life my life my life
Grab a cup right now full it up right now
Red solo turn it upside down whoa

independent spirit got me feeling different,
like asking out for help resemble weak position,
no wonder why my disposition feeling distant,
and why I really don't say shit I doubt they'd listen,
Trust issues, on trust issues, how was you posed to learn when ain't nobody trusted you,
Social worker wit disgusted views, you seen it all
But paranoia won't let you see beyond that wall
so from you this shit evolved, so now I don't trust to even get you involved,
this was introduction to da suction of seduction and indulgence in its functions why I'm fucked up right now,

My life my life my life my life
Looking fucked right now fuck is up right now
DJ this my song up right now whoaa
My life my life my life my life
Grab a cup right now full it up right now
Red solo turn it upside down whoa